.27 April 2009 ' 11:49 AM Y
CejuK nyer. .
I Majuk Coz Mummy shave my HeAd BotAk.
MuMmy Please dun. . please. .I Love my hair.
Hensem Tak? I got Hair. .
. ' 11:36 AM Y
I Never Really felt Appreciated(at home) what i do nvr seems rite to my parents. . I'm always Misunderstood by My Family n Even Friends. LAst time even my teachers .Mybe it's the way i speak or the way i potray myself. What i Just Don't Understand u know. No One ever came forward to tell me. .I dun mind u knoe . .Juz don't do it Publicly laa rite. .Takder org terima. . I guess I have to start meeting new people. .I'm soo in my comfort zone. Hubby are the one i always turn 2. . My Family is always bz. . Even if i tell them it's always me in the wrong(I told you i'm always misunderstood) i'm nt that bad as a person ok. .I'm soo daMn Confused. .I Dun even knoe what i'm talking abt. . I just feel damn low this few days. . Tired with they way life is. . Kids always throwing tantrums Gosh!! Being a mother is tough. .Being a wife is tougher. .Being a good friend is damn tougher. . Well there a saying when the going goes tough the tough gets going rite. . Sometime i feel that i've reach a point of breaking down sia. . Lucky there's hubby. . I soo appreciate him . . I dun knoe how life would be w/o him. His warm hug nvr fail to make me stronger . .God I Love him. Please dun ever break us apart. . I want to live n die in his arms. . Even though i dun get expensive gifts or whatsoever that other girls may look for. . I always believe he can make me happy. .Susah senang sama2. . We may be living life hard rite now. . We never know what the future holds. We can only pray for a brighter future doesn't mean we have to give in n crumble to fate we do our best to get a better life for us & most importantly our kids. . Well it doesn't matter who the hell people think i am or whether i am always misunderstood. .The Important thing is I KNOW MYSELF! ! Rite. .? or am i wrong ? Do i need people to tell me sumting nt rite with me haha I'm so confused.Heh
.18 April 2009 ' 1:57 PM Y
Ok this happen to me 2 times!! Unreasonable people!! I went for an interview. A walk in interview! it stated there 10am- 2 pm. So i reach there at 1 30pm. They told me oh the position is taken many people come for interview! What The F@#k sia. . Bingit sia. . So i said to themU shud have put a contact number or at least say Its a first come first serve basis Laa!! U know i came from woodland Sia!! Waste my damn ez link. . At least interview me laa rite. . Crap sia. .N there was no phone number for me to enquire. .Really Sucks man . Haiz. . But nevermind this won't put me down i''m determine to get a job for my family stability! Just take this as dugaan hehe. . I will surely get a job 1day. . Not all days are bad rite. .Praying for the best. My mum always say Usaha itu Rezeki kita. . I've been getting help from so many career centre bt it's taking too long sey. .They ask us to go training laa wat laa. .& for goodness sake i've taken 2 course already ok. & it's still the same laa wei! haiz. . I'm otw to mthe 3rd course that is CERTIFIED SERVICE PROFESSIONAl. Which will take another 9 days. The job fair will be on 11th may. .I dun have that much time. I'm BROKE. Thank god i have my parents. If not How to survive. I'm thinking whether i wnt to go to the interview to work at airport. See laa. . Sumtimes feel like want to give up sey. But i'm always positive & happy go lucky & strong bt there are times that i also crumble to fate. . . I will do anything to get what i want. Ok that's all for the update. Stress b4 i start telling the abt things that shud nt be said better stop haha k. . Bye2
.11 April 2009 ' 9:31 PM Y
"Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end.
What's meant to be will always find a way
"Everything happens for a reason, whether its good or bad, it always turns out to be good for something
Love's labour never gets lost, it just finds its way to places we fail to see
A relationship built on deceit, is a relationship built to crumble."
Don't ever give up if you still want to try, don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry. Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know. Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go."
Parting of loving someone is learning to let go.
Letting go of someone dear to you is hard, but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder. Giving up doesn't mean you are weak! It only means that you are strong enough to let go!
Take a look at what you have. Think of all you did to get it. Remember it only takes one second to lose.
"One day you'll love me, the way I loved you. One day you'll think of me the way I thought of you. One day you'll cry for me, the way I cried for you. One day you'll want me, but I won't want you.
You said you didn't want to see me get hurt, so does that mean you closed your eyes when I cried?
You hurt me more than I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more than you deserve, why am I such a fool?"
Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us, but the truth is, it's not our loss, but theirs, for they left the only person who wouldn't give up on them."
I will never regret loving you, only believing you loved me too.
"If the truth was told instead of a lie, then the pain would go away sooner and not hurt as much."
"If you can't save the relationship, at least save your pride
"I wish you could look at me and see the person you once loved instead of the person you have grown to hate."
Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.
If someone you love breaks your heart, cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it."
.08 April 2009 ' 10:46 AM Y
HellO! ! A few Updates here. I'm StiLl UnEmPloYed Haiz. But When For A few Interviews.Looks Good Bt Have to Wait 4 Reply laa. One Was at a Thai Spa At Pan Pacific Hotel.The Other 2 is at Bukit batok Unity Centre. ! is Construction CompANy The oTher is Car grooming. They Will Reply me by This Week & Middle of Next Week. Hope i get a good News. tired laa go interview or shud i say Unsucessful Interviews. Hubby Just called seems that the interview he went got CHANCE laa hehe.Mudah mudahan Allah memberi kiter Rezeki.Btw just receive a call for interview next week at 5pm. If idun get an offer. I'll b going for the interview lor.
Enugh About interview. Next Subject is do i look different from this Picture?
This is my resume pic & the interviewer ask me Is this you? Damn. Hampa siak aku. Taulaa aku nie dah gemuk. Haha. So I was feeling down giler coz of this remark. Yesterday nite i went for a jog kasi berpeluh giler i only manage to run 2.4km which took 30 min. Teruk pe. Last time i can run 2.4 km less than 15 min. hehe. So i'll be going for a jog everyday around 7 30 pm. Lepas Maghrib. Anybody want to join ? hehe. Bt hubby teman gue Lari ler malu laa nak lari sorg hidung kembang2 hahahakz.After jogging i went to do sit ups for that stubborn fats arnd my tummy to burn. A few push up for my hand fats hehe. Eventhough its tiring bt its fun as i get to spend quality time with hubby. Sweet tau dier tgh jogging i penat dier tunggu tau. hehe. . Aper tak malam nak muakakaka.
Aniways,Today i have no interviews so boring2 aku botakkan akid heehee. Dah Botak tengszzz. . Got time i upload k lazy laa. Btw mata aku ader Tembel it's been 2 days that y today nvr go interview. MALU hehe. Teruk sey sakit tau. My body also pain from all that exercising hehe. Mestila kan dah braper tahun tak training . K laa sebelum aku membebek bukan2 gue chao dulu. Bubbye. Till the next post.
.02 April 2009 ' 2:23 PM Y
Well as i said yesterday that i will b going to meet the MP. I requested to c the MP straight. So i think we were the last few. We waited for her till bout 11 pm. She was always all smiles. Dun knoe why laa yeaterday he face so ronyok man.Jadik seram pulak aku hehe. Hubby semua tolak kat aku utk cakap. Thanks eh sayang. Hehe. agaknyer dier penat sgt kot bnyk org mintak tolong. Ya laa Where else we singaporeans want to get help rite. Relax ah. hehehe. So now i'll b waiting for HDB reply tgk laa cam ner.
Btw juz now when for 3M factory interview! rotating shift 4 month morning($76/day). 4mth nite($86/day) Seems like big money bt hardwork. Require Standing for long hours & carry heavy loads. Tah2 lepas setahun keje aku jadik "FIZAH BADAN KONG" hahaha.so saturdaY will be the actual interview with 3m personnel i guess. kena g 7am on sat. Waduhhh. . Hmmm. . Then arnd 5pm juz now receive call from P-serv(for the position at checkpoint) asking to come down tmrw sign contract tommorow. Stress!!! Help me. Yang ku kejar tak dapat. so i'll be discussing with hubby later c how! Tommorow morning ade appt with social worker lagik.
C Ayie nie dah tgh belajar bebual sey! tak tau pasal tukar topic ehk aku nie. hehe. . Well this came up becos while i was typing c ayie nie came 2 me & say "am my, Am my. Maner cicakman" hehe. Maner laa kau tahu sayang hehehe. .
.01 April 2009 ' 3:34 PM Y
Since i'M damn Bored I'll update about mywo elder kids laa k. I realised i dun talk much or blog much abt them coz it's just me. . I dun talk much about them bt i really love them. And i know that they are Intelligent. Alya is 3 year & Ayie 2. They Can be very hard to handle at this stage. Especially Ayie!!
Well,He's very2 Naughty. Bt he's very cute!! so it's always hard 4 me to punish him. That face he give me damn Cute. Ngan mulut monchong dier. Bt 1 thing for sure he's forever with bumps on his head. Keep banging into things. Even the teachers in his school compain he's super active. Now he's already learning to talk. Singing Mummy daddy I love you. He's catching up fast.
As for Alya she soo becok now! haha. .Mulut dier punyalaa pandai. . I will ask her alya tak minum susu. She will go "mummy put there first later alya minum" or when i show her sumting. She will say" Mummy bukan gni " macam betul jer. Only propblem with her she's too pampered. Well Actually i pamper all my kids thats the problem with me. Bt with shah dier strict bt he can also show that he loves them(that's why the kids soo close to him) thats what i admire about him. I can't do it like he do it.back to alya now She even can count in chinese from 1 to 10 & sing in chinese. Which i dun even understand hehe. I will update the video when i have the time . So that' it for now!.
. ' 12:36 PM Y
I am home right Now! Damn Bored No interview to attend today.So Blogging rite now not Much to blog. Yesterday wen interview at Pioneer sector 1. Damn the Place damn "ULU" sia!! So scary & i alight at 1 bus stop early! had to walk down. Seraammm Sia the place. Tiring bus journey.& I think i overdressed! hahakz. Mcm Nak interview kat town! siul arh haha.It took the whole day for juz 1 damn interview.
I went for one interview at tagore.The place teruk bt the office ok. The boss also nice. Waiting for their reply . If by tommorow i dun get a call from them means i'm nt selected. I hope i'll get it. I'm tired of jopb hunting!
And Ya 1 more thing got a letter from hdb for my request to get allocation of rental flat early! irritating sey!. .You know what they give me the same answer that i'm not due for a flat! Bodohkan if i dun need it why would i appeal thru MP! Sort sey.Tonight i'm going to meet the MP again. I want to meet straight the MP Ms Ellen.