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I Miss My Old Room!!

2009-11-28T14:45:00.000+08:00

We just move out yesterday 27/11/2009. Was cleaning the whole house till abt 2 am. . Now Im at m Mum's place. .Celbrating afiq's Bday. . Yesterday was awkward. .I find it so silent. . LOL My mum's place is very NOISY. . I will update pics once my new HOUSE is done ok. . .1 thing funny we havent got a computer and a TV n DVD!! Imagine that LOL. .

To many things to say so lil time. .

2009-11-19T16:00:00.000+08:00

A few updates. . To make it short im putting it in point form.

Finally got my rental flat after years of waiting. So happy yet sad to be leaving family. Planning of moving out at the end of November. . Bt its time i learn to be independent.
Been busy with the house coming up with DIY solutions hehe. Will upload pics soon.
While 16/11/2009 marks HAn eeda Worst day,It marks my 3rd Anniversary. Mendoa agar umah tangga kita kekal hingga ke akhir hayat. Amin
Akid have mastered walking at the age of 8 month old. Hehe he started learning at 7 month. The funny thing with him is that he stands even before he learn how to crawl!! HAha. . Hes Cutting ropes to catch up with his Sis & Bro. .
Now ayie already started talking very2 cute. .Cannot Cannot. . .
Alya is so growing up like me. . Shud i be sad or scred. . Haha. . Insyallah theu grow up jadik anak yang soleh dan soleha. . She is so becok and vain. Very2 Clever girl. .
14/11/2009 When for a forest adventure. Best although i was down with fever. I had a great time!! Still climb like monkey. Will Upload pics ok. .

Basically thats about all will update more soon.

WHen Iftaring with my GFs!!. . 13-09-09

2009-09-16T14:23:00.000+08:00

The ouTinG was Great we breAk fast at FisH & ChickS at semBawang Road. .Well the Food Was Ok2 for Me coz its buffet so im nt sure wat actually their menu are. . Then we headed Back To Our TemPAt KenanGan And STartEd Cam whOring!! Hehehe. . I'll update the PhotOs at Photo album ok!!! So here's a few laa. .

I'm addicted to facebook. .

2009-08-30T02:15:00.002+08:00

Sorrylah long time no update been bz. . Nowadays i'm active in facebook. . I love the games laa. . Make me released stress. . A few updates about my new job! I know i told u i was loving it! But damn i was wrong. . My boss is a mad man. . .F$#k laa. . haha. . I'm running soon. . Shouting for no reason. . Firingpeople for no reason. . Before he gets to me. . I better Run first laa. . But i need to get job first b4 running if not die. . hehe

UpDateS. .

2009-07-23T06:21:00.000+08:00

ALoT Of ThinGs HappeN LateLy. . I LosT My FuCkiNg JoB!! Nt That I wanT To discriminate I Lost My JoB BecOs They Wanted A Chinese in the first Place. . And They Gave Me A reason That Company Is Nt makinG Money. . Instead the Truth Was They Wanted Their Own PeopLe. . I GT The JoB BcoS Of This Nice Kakak. . She KiNda Of HelP Me. . She DidN'T Know I was ask To lEave. . She told Me That The Person Gave My posiTion to AnOther China Gerl Haha. . It's Okay. . They Gave me Experience. . And In That One MonTh I LeErnT AloT! As I'm a Fast AbSorBer. . I Get a Lot Of new Knowledge and Pack With that Knowledge. . I when To find a jOb In this Industry as I Know This Industry Pays good. .N Wun be Quite AffectEd By The REcession. . I Gt It And I'm LovinG iT and it pays me soo Much More. . Thank God! I LoVe U Ya AllAh!!. . Hehe

I WouLd Love To , I Know It's Every Mum's DreaM RiTe?

2009-06-27T05:34:00.000+08:00

This blog entry came about becos of some blog entry i read. . .I just thought. . I AGree with what she says.

We working mums surely want to take care of our kids on our own but there are certain circumstances. I wouLd Love to be a Stay Home Mum. . BUT I Can'T i have 3 Kids to SUpport(To help my hubby support)Times are BAd i dun dare to take the risk and risk my family Life's. .IF My Husband is eaRniNg enuGh i dun think i would have to go Out ANd Werk. I think it's not about whether we want to or do not want to.It depends on each Individual RIte? It doesn't mean worKing mum COuldn't care LEss bout their kids acTually we care alot soo much soo that we work so much harder rite? ? It's all for The KIds,My KIds,My Children, My lIFE. i'M ALSO HELPING HUBBy by takinG Off some of his burden. Wen All This While It's Him wHo SettLE Evrything. So i dun agree That working mum can't have bOnding Time or whatever. I felT That my Love for the Kids ANd their Love for Their MUMMY is there . I believe this BOND a mum To her Kids can Ever be Replaced. It Just can't be replaced. They came from you.For 9 months they were in you. Wherever you are I'm sure u feel their presence whatever it is ur heart will always be with them.Nothing can beAt a Mom's Love.Am i right to say that? ? Anyways me and hubby have alot of dreams for ouR future. I hope we Can Achieve it! I want to achieve It with him. OUr Dream! We are right now planning to get a place Of our Own As sOon we are Financial stable. And have our wedding photoshoot again as the 1st wasn't that satisfying hehe. .To have a wedding anniversary dinner.! !hehe i want to be able to do this with him. MY 1 And ONLY Love hehe. . I can't wait to see what the future holds . My future with HIM. .

DaddY GoT A giFt From Alya N Ak Yie. .

2009-06-19T20:30:00.006+08:00

I Know It's too early too wish Father's day! But I wanna WIsh my Beloved a HAppy FatHerr's DaY!! I Love u soo Mush! Thanks for Being OuR FAmily Protecter. Appreciate All that u have tauGht me!helping me! U MAde me A better PErson! Hushhush I Love u dad!!

And to my husband your the Best hubby & Father in the world. Thank you for loving & hELPING ME WITH the kids!You are doing great as a Young Father! !u ARE A PERFECT FATHER IN MY EYES!! I dun think i can cope w/o u. . The only person deserve to be the father to my kids! ! I lOVE u soo much!!

At work Nothing to do. .

2009-06-19T10:06:00.005+08:00

Okay hello everyone!! I'm AT werk today. . And it's DamN Boring! HAha. . And JUst so you guys know my CoMpAny No Internet coNnection. Hehe. . So Thanks to my sis for borrowing me her MaxmoBile And My Bor For his Laptop Hehe. . Aru Nak RElaX SkaLI custoMer Come. . Show U what we were doing. .Talking Cock Hehe. . K laa gtg.

ME . Doing Nothing take photo hehe. .

hello! MY Name is Jacky. I am a Mechanic hehe.

My Boring Birthday.

2009-06-11T08:30:00.002+08:00

Well it happens that my birthday falls on Monday So i had to work. And it also happen that every birthday i happen to fall sick. Haiz. .It Has happen every year on 8th of June! I also nt sure why. So i tried to hang on don't want to take MC since i just started work.Haha. Bt tuesday night had a very high fever 39.1 degree. Bt i still wen to werk yesterday bt my seniors ask me to go see doctor and get MC. So i got two days! Haiz. So today i'm at home doing Nothing feel so damn bored. Hehe. Still very weak . Very2 dizzy. .Btw i went to private doctor! Damn expensive sia now! Terkejut beruk aku. .NAsib duit cukup takde buat malu jer. .$52. Untuk ubat batuk,panadol,antibiotics and lozenges! poly cumer $20 plus! Bt it's ok laaa the medicine works. K laa i want to go bath. Want to bring akid for his Injection! tata.

AfiQ BAck FrOm Bali!!

2009-06-07T15:40:00.010+08:00

My BaBy BroTher Went to BAli on the 2nd of june 2009! Did not get to sent him at the airport got to work! SO very sassdddd. . So today 7th june was able to go pick him up!Yippeee. . I Miss Him. . He so funny that day b4 his flight i sm shim. Afiq take care . I'm gonna miss him. HE replied . OK. Aku pun. . Hehe so cute malu nak ckp i miss u too. . So here's the photo! ! Actually this picture he was going to bali i couldn't make it. I Lazy want to Upload The Picture Taken after he came back hehe. Will do it soon k.Ok uploaded already.Aniway Leceh ah Upload here please go to multiply! for pics.

Pictures (Our single Nite day Out) haha.

2009-06-05T20:53:00.016+08:00

KIds HAd their fair share of cam whoring haha. From left Danial,Alya,Akid & Ayie.

kusyuk Kapa Bro! HEHE

Stop it ehk Fizah with the MOnkey smile

I Caught this with only 2 tries! BAngga Sey. Hehe

DaddY FAvourite Archade Game.

HoW's Work? ?

2009-06-05T20:32:00.000+08:00

WeLl I ShOuLd SaY I reAlly Love this Job and I want to StaY VerY LonG With It. My Workplace Is At Mandai veRy Near. Hassle Free. Haha. Aniway it's a car workshop AT Shell AutoSerV. So Friends Want to do CAR SERVICING come to my place i give You BerRy2 Good Discount. This job totally fits my persoNaliTy! GreaT. I get To LearN AboUt Cars And meeT New PeopLE! All kinds Of PeopLe. .HEhe. For Now I've learn abOuT The few paRts. Slowly laa . . Gosh. .Do YOu GuYs know How relieve I Am! hehe. .

Tired laaaaa. . . Btw my Blog like giler ah! check Multiply for the pics k hehe

2009-05-11T17:18:00.001+08:00

It have been abt 1 week plus that i have nt update rite? Well i have been busy biaselaa hehe. . Carik Keje . . Now i'm attending the CSP course ending on the 13th may. . Damn it's so strist n hard haha becos the trainer really wants us to be a professional. There's PROS & CONS laa. . So damn tired sampai demam2 hehe. yelah dah lamer taqk bangun pagi kan hehe.So weekend are spend with kids.Yesterday wen to my Aunty wedding. So i'll just update a few pics ok. .

My LoVely darling he's really making an improvement tau pandai jealous. showing more affection to his parents now! Nie ngah majuk ah nie. . wen shah kisses or hug me he gv this face. we call it the Muncung face hehe.

Triple 'A'ngels. .

Colour jer lain hehe. .

before the wedding!

Tengah boring i try straighten her hair it last only 5 min haha!

See the Resemblance? ? Hehe

Ayie tkde sal dier cabut ngan maid saper tah g bwh blok hehe.(k2 the helper was actually my uncle's helper haha. .dun want to sound irresponsible mummy pulakkan anak lari ngan maid tak carik hehe)

I had to cut my long nails for gromming purposes.Pic for memory haha!!

UpDate BoaBei Akid Pics

2009-04-27T11:49:00.006+08:00

CejuK nyer. .

I Majuk Coz Mummy shave my HeAd BotAk.

MuMmy Please dun. . please. .I Love my hair.

Hensem Tak? I got Hair. .

It Doesn't matter ReaLly. .

2009-04-27T11:36:00.001+08:00

I Never Really felt Appreciated(at home) what i do nvr seems rite to my parents. . I'm always Misunderstood by My Family n Even Friends. LAst time even my teachers .Mybe it's the way i speak or the way i potray myself. What i Just Don't Understand u know. No One ever came forward to tell me. .I dun mind u knoe . .Juz don't do it Publicly laa rite. .Takder org terima. . I guess I have to start meeting new people. .I'm soo in my comfort zone. Hubby are the one i always turn 2. . My Family is always bz. . Even if i tell them it's always me in the wrong(I told you i'm always misunderstood) i'm nt that bad as a person ok. .I'm soo daMn Confused. .I Dun even knoe what i'm talking abt. . I just feel damn low this few days. . Tired with they way life is. . Kids always throwing tantrums Gosh!! Being a mother is tough. .Being a wife is tougher. .Being a good friend is damn tougher. . Well there a saying when the going goes tough the tough gets going rite. . Sometime i feel that i've reach a point of breaking down sia. . Lucky there's hubby. . I soo appreciate him . . I dun knoe how life would be w/o him. His warm hug nvr fail to make me stronger . .God I Love him. Please dun ever break us apart. . I want to live n die in his arms. . Even though i dun get expensive gifts or whatsoever that other girls may look for. . I always believe he can make me happy. .Susah senang sama2. . We may be living life hard rite now. . We never know what the future holds. We can only pray for a brighter future doesn't mean we have to give in n crumble to fate we do our best to get a better life for us & most importantly our kids. . Well it doesn't matter who the hell people think i am or whether i am always misunderstood. .The Important thing is I KNOW MYSELF! ! Rite. .? or am i wrong ? Do i need people to tell me sumting nt rite with me haha I'm so confused.Heh

Apelaa nasib aku. . .

2009-04-18T13:57:00.001+08:00

Ok this happen to me 2 times!! Unreasonable people!! I went for an interview. A walk in interview! it stated there 10am- 2 pm. So i reach there at 1 30pm. They told me oh the position is taken many people come for interview! What The F@#k sia. . Bingit sia. . So i said to themU shud have put a contact number or at least say Its a first come first serve basis Laa!! U know i came from woodland Sia!! Waste my damn ez link. . At least interview me laa rite. . Crap sia. .N there was no phone number for me to enquire. .Really Sucks man . Haiz. . But nevermind this won't put me down i''m determine to get a job for my family stability! Just take this as dugaan hehe. . I will surely get a job 1day. . Not all days are bad rite. .Praying for the best. My mum always say Usaha itu Rezeki kita. . I've been getting help from so many career centre bt it's taking too long sey. .They ask us to go training laa wat laa. .& for goodness sake i've taken 2 course already ok. & it's still the same laa wei! haiz. . I'm otw to mthe 3rd course that is CERTIFIED SERVICE PROFESSIONAl. Which will take another 9 days. The job fair will be on 11th may. .I dun have that much time. I'm BROKE. Thank god i have my parents. If not How to survive. I'm thinking whether i wnt to go to the interview to work at airport. See laa. . Sumtimes feel like want to give up sey. But i'm always positive & happy go lucky & strong bt there are times that i also crumble to fate. . . I will do anything to get what i want. Ok that's all for the update. Stress b4 i start telling the abt things that shud nt be said better stop haha k. . Bye2

Just 4 reading. Saper nGah Putus Cinta nie touching. .Hehe

2009-04-11T21:31:00.001+08:00

"Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end.

What's meant to be will always find a way

"Everything happens for a reason, whether its good or bad, it always turns out to be good for something

Love's labour never gets lost, it just finds its way to places we fail to see

A relationship built on deceit, is a relationship built to crumble."

Don't ever give up if you still want to try, don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry. Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know. Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go."

Parting of loving someone is learning to let go.

Letting go of someone dear to you is hard, but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder. Giving up doesn't mean you are weak! It only means that you are strong enough to let go!

Take a look at what you have. Think of all you did to get it. Remember it only takes one second to lose.

"One day you'll love me, the way I loved you. One day you'll think of me the way I thought of you. One day you'll cry for me, the way I cried for you. One day you'll want me, but I won't want you.

You said you didn't want to see me get hurt, so does that mean you closed your eyes when I cried?

You hurt me more than I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more than you deserve, why am I such a fool?"

Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us, but the truth is, it's not our loss, but theirs, for they left the only person who wouldn't give up on them."

I will never regret loving you, only believing you loved me too.

"If the truth was told instead of a lie, then the pain would go away sooner and not hurt as much."

"If you can't save the relationship, at least save your pride

"I wish you could look at me and see the person you once loved instead of the person you have grown to hate."

Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.

If someone you love breaks your heart, cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it."

UpDates. .

2009-04-08T10:46:00.000+08:00

HellO! ! A few Updates here. I'm StiLl UnEmPloYed Haiz. But When For A few Interviews.Looks Good Bt Have to Wait 4 Reply laa. One Was at a Thai Spa At Pan Pacific Hotel.The Other 2 is at Bukit batok Unity Centre. ! is Construction CompANy The oTher is Car grooming. They Will Reply me by This Week & Middle of Next Week. Hope i get a good News. tired laa go interview or shud i say Unsucessful Interviews. Hubby Just called seems that the interview he went got CHANCE laa hehe.Mudah mudahan Allah memberi kiter Rezeki.Btw just receive a call for interview next week at 5pm. If idun get an offer. I'll b going for the interview lor.

Enugh About interview. Next Subject is do i look different from this Picture?

This is my resume pic & the interviewer ask me Is this you? Damn. Hampa siak aku. Taulaa aku nie dah gemuk. Haha. So I was feeling down giler coz of this remark. Yesterday nite i went for a jog kasi berpeluh giler i only manage to run 2.4km which took 30 min. Teruk pe. Last time i can run 2.4 km less than 15 min. hehe. So i'll be going for a jog everyday around 7 30 pm. Lepas Maghrib. Anybody want to join ? hehe. Bt hubby teman gue Lari ler malu laa nak lari sorg hidung kembang2 hahahakz.After jogging i went to do sit ups for that stubborn fats arnd my tummy to burn. A few push up for my hand fats hehe. Eventhough its tiring bt its fun as i get to spend quality time with hubby. Sweet tau dier tgh jogging i penat dier tunggu tau. hehe. . Aper tak malam nak muakakaka.

Aniways,Today i have no interviews so boring2 aku botakkan akid heehee. Dah Botak tengszzz. . Got time i upload k lazy laa. Btw mata aku ader Tembel it's been 2 days that y today nvr go interview. MALU hehe. Teruk sey sakit tau. My body also pain from all that exercising hehe. Mestila kan dah braper tahun tak training . K laa sebelum aku membebek bukan2 gue chao dulu. Bubbye. Till the next post.

MP muka garang siut!

2009-04-02T14:23:00.000+08:00

Well as i said yesterday that i will b going to meet the MP. I requested to c the MP straight. So i think we were the last few. We waited for her till bout 11 pm. She was always all smiles. Dun knoe why laa yeaterday he face so ronyok man.Jadik seram pulak aku hehe. Hubby semua tolak kat aku utk cakap. Thanks eh sayang. Hehe. agaknyer dier penat sgt kot bnyk org mintak tolong. Ya laa Where else we singaporeans want to get help rite. Relax ah. hehehe. So now i'll b waiting for HDB reply tgk laa cam ner.

Btw juz now when for 3M factory interview! rotating shift 4 month morning($76/day). 4mth nite($86/day) Seems like big money bt hardwork. Require Standing for long hours & carry heavy loads. Tah2 lepas setahun keje aku jadik "FIZAH BADAN KONG" hahaha.so saturdaY will be the actual interview with 3m personnel i guess. kena g 7am on sat. Waduhhh. . Hmmm. . Then arnd 5pm juz now receive call from P-serv(for the position at checkpoint) asking to come down tmrw sign contract tommorow. Stress!!! Help me. Yang ku kejar tak dapat. so i'll be discussing with hubby later c how! Tommorow morning ade appt with social worker lagik.

C Ayie nie dah tgh belajar bebual sey! tak tau pasal tukar topic ehk aku nie. hehe. . Well this came up becos while i was typing c ayie nie came 2 me & say "am my, Am my. Maner cicakman" hehe. Maner laa kau tahu sayang hehehe. .

Since I'm Bored. .

2009-04-01T15:34:00.001+08:00

Since i'M damn Bored I'll update about mywo elder kids laa k. I realised i dun talk much or blog much abt them coz it's just me. . I dun talk much about them bt i really love them. And i know that they are Intelligent. Alya is 3 year & Ayie 2. They Can be very hard to handle at this stage. Especially Ayie!!

Well,He's very2 Naughty. Bt he's very cute!! so it's always hard 4 me to punish him. That face he give me damn Cute. Ngan mulut monchong dier. Bt 1 thing for sure he's forever with bumps on his head. Keep banging into things. Even the teachers in his school compain he's super active. Now he's already learning to talk. Singing Mummy daddy I love you. He's catching up fast.

As for Alya she soo becok now! haha. .Mulut dier punyalaa pandai. . I will ask her alya tak minum susu. She will go "mummy put there first later alya minum" or when i show her sumting. She will say" Mummy bukan gni " macam betul jer. Only propblem with her she's too pampered. Well Actually i pamper all my kids thats the problem with me. Bt with shah dier strict bt he can also show that he loves them(that's why the kids soo close to him) thats what i admire about him. I can't do it like he do it.back to alya now She even can count in chinese from 1 to 10 & sing in chinese. Which i dun even understand hehe. I will update the video when i have the time . So that' it for now!.

No Interview Today.

2009-04-01T12:36:00.000+08:00

I am home right Now! Damn Bored No interview to attend today.So Blogging rite now not Much to blog. Yesterday wen interview at Pioneer sector 1. Damn the Place damn "ULU" sia!! So scary & i alight at 1 bus stop early! had to walk down. Seraammm Sia the place. Tiring bus journey.& I think i overdressed! hahakz. Mcm Nak interview kat town! siul arh haha.It took the whole day for juz 1 damn interview.

I went for one interview at tagore.The place teruk bt the office ok. The boss also nice. Waiting for their reply . If by tommorow i dun get a call from them means i'm nt selected. I hope i'll get it. I'm tired of jopb hunting!

And Ya 1 more thing got a letter from hdb for my request to get allocation of rental flat early! irritating sey!. .You know what they give me the same answer that i'm not due for a flat! Bodohkan if i dun need it why would i appeal thru MP! Sort sey.Tonight i'm going to meet the MP again. I want to meet straight the MP Ms Ellen.

PiCtureS!!!

2009-03-30T19:30:00.016+08:00

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Cake cutting.

Birthday Song.

Awww soo cute. .

Lighting up the candles.

B'day cake for celebration in children's school.
No big celebration this year budget RECESSION haha.

They won the Nike Cup. Champions. MAsuk suratkhabar ok! heh

Afiq With an Ex National Player i dun knoe the name laa.hehe

After Love a Thon. Make up pun ilAng as it was raining.

The Embarassing thing i had to do walk arnd clarke Quay dress up as a cupid! haha

DaDdy @ Love A thoN

Me going to love a thon! STILL fAT HAHA. .

When For 1 month Check up his almost 5 Kg.

What I Have been Doing the last few Weeks.

2009-03-29T12:06:00.000+08:00

Okay this Blog entry is juz to update what i have been doing. March month is alwayz bz. Coz My children b'day falls on this month & so a few of my friends & cousins. Well Had A b'day celebration for my kids at their school. They were soo happy. Seeing Them Happy Makes me happy. (I'll upload the Photos & Video in the next blog entry ok.

On the 22nd March Attended my abg sedare Wedding at bkt panjang. 21st March when for the love a thon. On the 8th march go to shiken's Engagement/ Yup guys she's taken. Dier diam2 lepu hehe. SO for photos at on her engagement day i have to wait for her to upload the photos first! So there goes my weekends!. .

Weekdays i'll be bz going for endless interviews. Haiz. Ya allah please help get me a good job that suits my schedule.Amin.

Busy!!!

2009-03-27T22:50:00.005+08:00

No Updates for the last few weeks.Been Job Hunting. Going for interviews bt no replyfrom this buggers! Semua nak mandarin speaking thanks ehk. Susah2 aku g tempat ko tak tau nak bilang in the advertisement nt even a contact number for me to enquire!i'm stress up money running short!! Find Work still out of job. Haha. .

There is A few offers bt does not suit my schedule of handling 3 kids. There's one. Very2 good offer only problem i have to travel overseas at least twice a year. Problem laa kan . ank2 macam maner. Suami cam ner haha. Seram pun ader go overseas. I knoe i shud nt be choosy bt in this case i have to think far.The pay is okay acceptable. The timing also good 10am to 6pm. So i have time to send my kids to school & akid to infant care if need to. I hope i find a caretaker for akid. Poor boy if he need to go to infant care. N it is also Very X laa kan even though with the subsidy & everything!.

The other job is at checkpoints. The basic is $600. What is this. LTA bnyk duit bayar pekerja ni jer. . Juz bcos i dun have an O'levels Cert aku tak dpt jadik Customer service officers. I pass my N levels ok. C.s.o is higher in terms of pay n Pangkat & they have fixed shift 8 30am to 4 30 pm! that will be very good for me!dekat dan berbaloi haha. The pay is higher gross 1.2k. . With other incentives. So aku stress amat.The position they offered me is Customer service assistant. The way she explain the job quite tedious laa. I dun mind but the fixed shift for C.s.a is 2 morning. 2afternoon from 13oohrs-2200hrs. and 2more afternoons is 1600hrs-2200hrs. Haiz. . I'm also ok with the timing. But as i said i have RESPONSIBILITIES now that i can't put aside. So i need an office hrs job. SEE LAA this next few days cam ner.Crossing my fingers. Pray for me guys.

Thanks the kind soul! Gerald Pang of woodlands

2009-03-14T12:44:00.000+08:00

So unlucky me. My whole life never lose my personal belongings.Last week i lost my purse. The whole purse damn!! i went to lepaks with gurlfrens with my kids. Then otw home it was raining so susah laa kan dgn alya & ayie. I go n put my bulky purse in my back pocket shud have drop laa ! i went back the same way i walk also nvr find! wah liao. So the next day i went to make a report. & on 8th march someone return it i only saw his name on the report didn't get to thank him in person. SO THANK YOU MR PANG! For your kindness u save my MOney & Trouble that i need to go thru!! Thanks. Though i lost my 2gb Memory card my kids pics & video sey inside bt nvm laa & $6 dollar nasib the $50 dollar i pass to my hubby! takder sedih haha. Anyway i also have to apologised to hubby that that day i go meet my gf hubby tgh sakit kecian. sampai hati aku kuar g jmp gf ehk! jahat kan dah kena dolat, So hubby i mintak maaf banyak2 sayang! janji tak uat lagik k.Bt i ask 4 his permission first ok. Dier kasi izin tapi tak baik kan aku tgalkan dier g2. I mintak maaf ye.

I NEED A JOB!!!

2009-03-14T12:17:00.000+08:00

Been job hunting bout 3 weeks. . No reply from interviews. . Sent resume also no respond. . WHat is this? ? Usually its nt thus hard to get a job sey!! . . Now almost every Advertisement in the newspaper wants chinese speaking! I know some basic simple mandarin bt nt enugh also. What's Worst if u know chinese they will ask if u know how to write . I'm nt trying to be rude or racist bt gosh it's juz so frustating man. Now i'm finding course in conversational . To keep up with the requirements of this companies! DUIT lagik 2. .Ank dah tiga brother. Ask help from CDC bt also no respond sey. Dun blame them they trying their best i know.So friends & kind soul out there got LOBANG help ME out here . What more funny even delivery drivers they want to speak chinese. Y? Tengah drive bebual kaper. . Giler ah. . Suka hati dorg laa. .What can i do rite. .Accept it & Move on laa. . & learn to speak mandarin.hakz. . . Look on the bright side of life.

AyUh. . GoYAnG DUYu hehe. .

2009-03-03T22:51:00.000+08:00

GOYANG DUYU- Project POP -

I have NighTMares BoUt Her."That GiaNt DoCtOr FrOm Kkh."

2009-02-25T15:25:00.000+08:00

This Happen When i was In The LabOur Ward. I'll skip the Part B4 GiViNg birtH & skip to afTer "the stitches" .That is when this freaking BIG DOCTOR (female eh Tapi KasaR Mcm JanTan sak!!) Came In the rooM tO chEck On me. She Did Not Say Anything N She Just AnyHow Check My Below With so Much Force! (Aku mcm Nak Tendang jer dier) She Anyhow stretch that part siak!! i shouted pain also she die2 press my leg down i thought i was dreaming sia. They Did Not tell Me i was bleeding U Knoe so they need to check that my bleeding have stop.Juz talking about it i can feel the pain sey! I Never ExperieNce This B4 Wen GiviNg BiRth At KK. I have alWays Like Their service Bt this one doctor Seriously Ruin the good Experience SeY!. Bt too Bad I nvR Get Her NAme. Badge Pun Tak Pakai Cumer The green uniform Jer. . If Nt i coMplain already! bt i wrote a feedback Form ah So that fellow Mothers Dun have To Experience What i went Thru! SAkiT Tau! SampAi MeLeleh AirMata! (u guys Must Be woNderiNg Where Shah Is? Dier Tgh Tdo !!tk perasan biadap hehe..Kecian Ko dari alek werk kul 2200hrs tak dpt rest kena rush g hospital member kanciong WaTerBag aku Pecah hehe then kat hospital tak dpt tdo with my constant merengek until 0655hrs wen baby Akid Was Born ).

His Name is afiq,He's my Lil broTher, I'm his NO 1. Fan!!

2009-02-20T19:34:00.019+08:00

Mohd Nur Afiq No 6

Always Ready To Tackle the ball. .

Afiq in Action!

Again! !

One More TiME! Steady. .

Fierce nie. .

Again tackling the ball. .

Mati2 sey. .

Ceh ceh. . .

Posing CkiT!!

Get ready!!

BaiK Per!! i like This Pic.

Ader StyLe. .

BoDy coNtact hehehe

Peluk dier FiQ hehe.

For more pic visit http://sksspics.multiply.com. Or press the link on my Dar-links.

My 3rd BunDle Of Joy!

2009-02-19T15:35:00.003+08:00

WELCOME MUHAMMAD SHAH AKID TO THE WORLD.

BoRn On 15th februarY 2009.

Time: 0655hrs

Weight: 3.955Kg.

Height: 52cm.

I'm Overdue. Now What?!

2009-02-14T22:19:00.003+08:00

How many women go beyond their expected due date?

Many women go beyond their expected due date. But the number who have what is called a "prolonged pregnancy", a pregnancy that lasts longer than 42 weeks, is thought to be about 4 per cent (MIDIRS 2008: 2). For a long time, obstetricians decided on a baby's expected date of birth by calculating 280 days from the first day of the mother's last menstrual period. This is called "Naegele's Rule". However, calculation only works if you have very regular periods and always ovulate in the middle of your cycle. As we all know, this isn't true for everyone. If Naegele's Rule is used, women tend to be given an earlier "estimated date of delivery" (EDD) than if their EDD is based on their baby's measurements taken from a dating scan. However research suggests that if Naegele's Rule was changed slightly so that 283 days instead of 280 were added to the first day of the mother's last menstrual period, it would be as accurate as ultrasound for estimating her due date.

Why induce?

The reason obstetricians worry so much about "post maturity" (going over your dates) is that the very small number of babies who die unexpectedly while they are still inside the uterus (womb) increases after 42 weeks of pregnancy, and increases again after 43 weeks. However, the numbers are still very small. In the UK, the risk of stillbirth is about 1 per 3000 pregnancies at 39 weeks, 4 per 3000 at 42 weeks and 8 per 3000 at 43 weeks (Hilder et al 1998). Obstetricians aren't sure whether more babies die because the pregnancy has gone on a long time or because there's something wrong with the mothers or babies that makes the pregnancy go on an unusually long time

What happens when you're overdue?

When you go to the clinic for your 41 weeks appointment, your obstetrician will check that your due date is correct, by confirming when you had your last period, whether your cycle normally lasts 28 days and referring to your dating ultrasound scan, if you chose to have one. She will examine your bump to check the position and size of your baby, and with your permission, she may carry out an internal examination to see whether your cervix feels ready for labour (that is, soft and stretchy). She may offer to sweep your membranes to see if this will trigger labour (NCCWCH 2008: 61). Finally, she will discuss with you whether it would be better for your baby to continue inside the uterus or to be induced. If you decide to go for induction, you will be given a date to come into hospital.

What are your choices?

If, after talking to your obstetrician, you're not sure about having an induction, you could ask for a day or two to consider. See what your midwife thinks and talk to friends who have had an induction. Find out how your partner feels. Research shows that membrane sweeping increases the chances of labour starting naturally within 48 hours (Boulvain et al 2005). Current guidelines recommend that all women are offered one when they are 41 weeks pregnant (NCCWCH 2008: 61) (and that women expecting their first baby are offered one at 40 weeks). Ask your midwife or doctor for more information.

Coping strategies after 40 weeks

• Have something planned for every day. Don't stay at home wondering whether you can feel anything happening. Get out of the house - but not too far! • If you haven't already stocked up the freezer, do so now. After your baby is born, you'll be really glad you've got lots of food in the house. (Try our tasty freezable recipes for new mums.) • Tell friends and relatives not to ring every day to find out what's happening - say you'll call them when the big event has taken place! • Go out for lots of last-minute treats with your partner. It won't be so easy after your baby's born. • Rest - if you're finding it difficult to sleep at night, take a nap during the day. Put your feet up. Play some music. Don't fret if you can't sleep, dozing is fine. Build up your energy stores for labour. (Read more about sleep in the last months of pregnancy.) • If you think your labour has started, but you're not sure, phone your midwife and ask for advice. Don't hesitate to give her a call if you're worried. (Remind yourself of the signs of labour.)

Well this is What the Website have to say about overdue. I dun know whether to be worried or not . Since i'm Not over 41 Weeks yet & i have Gone thru this b4 wen pregnant with ayie(ayie was 3 days overdue). if i still have not go in Labour Monday i wud have to take appoinment already to c doctor bt i really dun want to for induction. I want it to come naturally. Let's c what happens laa. . No use for me being over worried.

A fEw UpDates. .

2009-02-12T13:09:00.009+08:00

Hi!, I haven't Give Birth Yet! I'm frustated . . I dun Want to talk abt it. . Still Have two More dAys to Due Date. . We'll C How iT goes. . Today Actually have Check Up. . Bt hubby is stIll slEePiNg . .SumtiMes I woNder Does he even Care Sey. . Ah Malas Laa nak Cakap. .
Go To The Good News Laa. . I boUght 4d. . & well We hit The starter Jadik laa haha . . We went To Buy Some Baby Stuff like his milk bottle, pillow/bLanket and so on. . Hehe. . Liza coMe aloNg she's such a dearie. . Always helping oUt. . EvenThoUgh She have Her Own BunDLe Of HuNgry Baby To Take Care Of hehe. . He's So cute i hope Baby CoMe out As Fair as him. . Wait2 I upLoad His Pic. .Cute Kan Dier!!

Hi I'M AkiF. . I'm CuTe. .hehe

PhoTo UpDatiNg time!!

2009-02-08T18:00:00.012+08:00

PhoTos Are FroM The receNt.

After The Dinner At M Hotel Lobby.

I had Fun pai lupa Take photo hehe. .

Before The diNner.GettiNg ready.

This is The 84kG Me. .

AyiE( just so u know Hewun smile until the flash goes off,till then he will look at the camera haha) Alya Forever smiling. this is their outfit for CNY celebration in school.

This is the 80Kg me. .

I use toWel Like this. They Also Want. .

There he won't Smile One. .

Our SwEnsen'S Date.

The first time i step into swensen.DAMN expensive. haha

This want going to alYa's Concert. Stil Early Stage Of PregNancy. .

Frm This to The 84kg pic. . RabAk Pe. . Apa tak Makan2. .

The Reason why SHAHHIRAN is the best thing that have happen to me.

2009-02-08T17:40:00.004+08:00

The Love Of My Life..Muacksss. .

Well today morning my whole family all wen Over to Vista point . we were still sleeping wen the children woke uo & want to wen along with my mum to the market. So we were force out of bed. W/o shower haha. N i still have the calamine lotion on me. So my hand n legs have white spots laa.I wash it off bt it's still there. I felt so Uncomfortable laa. . As i'm very vain. .BUT HUBBY didn't mind he made me feel so secure u knoe. . I'm so lucky to have him. So at Vista there's alot of chicks laa yang stab Jambz. . So i felt abit awkward laa n scared that hubby alaa u knoe what i mean rite. . I realised they keep looking at me & hubby or maybe juz looking at hubby 4 attention. . Bt hubby Did nt bother u knoe he still hug me n kiss me like newly weds. .We still act as if we are newly weds eventhough 2 years have past. .I really appreciate sey what he did. . I dun have to care what i look like. . He loves me the way i am. . Thank God he have changed. . I'm so blessed. Day By day i found more reason to love him. . HE"S THE BEST. .So to the girls That Wants His attention i have 1 thing to say to u. . " Keep Looking ,Coz that's the only thing u can do. . Coz he's with me.I'm The one in his arms" hehehehe. . How Gorgeous Or sexy u are he Doesn't care. .HE'S IN LOVE WITH ME hehehe . . This is the other reason why he's the One. .

39 WeekS pregnaNt

2009-02-07T21:35:00.003+08:00

Fetal Development - 39 WeeKs

The average baby is about 20.5 inches / 51 centimetres long from head to toe and weighs approximately 7.5 pounds / 3.4 kilograms at birth, but anywhere between 5 pounds 11.5 ounces and 8 pounds 5.75 ounces / 2.5 and 3.8 kilograms is a healthy range for newborns. Your amniotic fluid, once clear, is now pale and milky from your baby's shedding vernix caseosa. The outer layers of skin are also sloughing off as new skin forms underneath. In TV soaps, labour always begins with the waters breaking -- in the middle of a crowded room, of course -- just before contractions start. If you've been worrying that this scenario will happen to you, you can stop. Membranes rupture in less than 15 per cent of pregnancies and when it does happen, the baby's head tends to act like a cork at the opening of the uterus. (If you lie down, however, you may notice fluid leaking.) You should stay calm -- it may be hours before you feel your first contraction -- and call your doctor or midwife right away. Your body will produce more amniotic fluid until the baby is born, so your carers may suggest you wait at home until contractions are under way or may suggest an induction. And if the week passes and there's still no baby? Don't panic -- only 5 per cent of babies are born on their scheduled due date. Most doctors wait another two weeks before considering a pregnancy overdue.

Ya aLLah,HopefUlLY bY EnD oF nEXt wEEk

bAbY hAVE fInALLy pOp oUT. :)

Star Furniture 28th Anniversary

2009-02-06T21:29:00.002+08:00

I Had A greAt Time YesTerdAy!!The Food Was GreAt!! Can Order How Many beers Or drinKs u Want. . I tooK Part In the RetRo QuueN CoNtest. . I Had To DanCe haha. . Bt I did The dance My PregNant WaY.. hubbY say Cute haha. . NvM laa if I made a fool Of MyselF. . The ImpOrtanT ThiNg is I had Fun. . The LucKy Draw Prizes Power Sia!! Bt too Bad Nvr Win AnY. .Nvr Mind There's Still Next YeaR. . AniWaes We alMost Win $1000 Cash. . (this alWays Happen even in 4d) haha. . Our Lucky No. is 9068 n it CoMe Out 9168 i diff Number haiz. .That StuPid StripTease WannAbe Ah benG Win It hahaha. . Sorry No Pictures. . I wiLL UpDate sooN k coz My i dun Hv a gd Hp Nor a camera so It's very hard to UplOad . . i'll do it onCe i have the Chance k. .

We Reach home At Abt 1am Yesterday. . Miss the two Angels at home hehe. . They were already asleep wen we reach home . . My Dear sOn sempat Bgn ComplAin & scoLding Us Bcos We went Out W/o Him Haha. . Cute Laa. . So i fall asleep at arnd 2 am called hubby to come in the room dier nak watch 300. . dah beratus kali tgk pun tak jelak . .he said 5 min masuk pai aku dah tido tak masuk2 haha. . so at last arnd 2 30am he came in the room gave me a kiss n hug me . . then he fall into slumberland!! dah kasi aku sadar dier tito pulak Ishk. . So i've been having problem sleeping. .so i can fall asleep yesterday!! binget haha. . So msg my dear best fren hoping she's nt asleep . . Luckily she replied . . We had another sms sessioN with her. . This time RouNd she tolD me a few Secrets or i wud rather nt say it out in the blog!! It hurts me to see her going thru all this. . Bt i Knoe She will be stronG!! I understand How She Feels as i have gone thru it. .
Gave A few Advice . .Hopefully It helps The situation k. . Babe U Take care i knoe u are StroNg. . U can Pull This Thru. . If Nt i'm Always There.*winK*

So today Biaselaa my Hubby woke up late then TK g werk Haiz. . Bdk2 pUn tak G skol So we Spend Quality time Together at home laa. . k laa i want To go play game. . at Y8.com. .

What LiFe MeanS to me Now? ?

2009-02-04T17:17:00.005+08:00

This Post is InspiRed By Last NighT Sms SessiOn With Liza. . DidN't Knoe How the ConVersatIon Ends up There Bt it reaLLy Make me tHInK Of What I said & she Said. .

I realISED That SloWly We wiLl UnderstanD Why OuR PAreNts Do What They Do & Say What they Do. . It Comes From the ExperienCed That they Went Thru. . There's alot Of ThiNgs In Life that U have No Control On. U may Plan Ahead Bt Dun Expect ThinGs to go the Way U plan. As i grew Older i Find myselF to Be More MAture. . Really. . I duN ThiNk I'm Like What I was wen i was TeenAger. . Now i see thiNgs & Understands Them better Dun Just JumP To coNclusion & getting Angry On The ThiNgs That Are Nt imPortant. . I guess evEryOne will Day go Thru This Phase oF Life. . & think Like what i've been ThiNking.U juz need to go with the flow & what have to haapen,happens. . Bt still u need to take precautions laa JGn Main Sondol Jer. . since i got Married I've been Always Worry Bout things that are nt that important. .Wen I shub be focusing on things much more important,i tend To worry Myself of all the little things that dOesn't Matter. Now i Knoe That If sumthinG do happen Then I will Juz Have to Find a way To Deal With It.No Use GettiNg Worried For tHinGs That Have nt HaPpen !! It's Like I'M HoPinG for Bad ThinGs To Happen . . k LAa EnuGh of This Adam Khoo MotiVatioNal Speech. . I wanT to Mandi!! I Hope this Post HelP Some Of My friends That Is goiNg Thru BAd Times In Life. . Accept It as It is & work Hard To imProve ur Situation. . Dun give In To Fate. . U always Have a ChoIce!!. .Toodles. .

HE'S ADAM kHOO. .

(bTW THIS gUY IS A VERY gOOD mOTivational Speaker Ok I

Still RemeMbEr What He Says

"TAKE ACTION!!IF U WANT SOMETHING DUN EXPECT IT TO COME TO U"

Liza Dun LAuGh At This hahahahaha. . .

WeekLy ChEck Up.

2009-02-03T14:08:00.002+08:00

YesterdAy When For My AntEnatAl Check Up WiTh HuBby. .Did The RouTiNe Test & EverYtiMe I sTANd oN tHE WEIgHINg sCALE mY hEART bEAT fAST hAHA . . & Again I'Ve Put On WeiGht . . After JUST 2 WEEKS Have Past I PuT On AnoTher 4 Kg!! OhMiGoSh!! What Have I been EatiNg Hehehehe. . So Now My WeiGht IS 84Kg. . I dun Knoe How i'm GoIng to Lose the weight After Birth. . i'm So LucKy To Have a Very EncoUraGing Hubby That Love Me the way i Am sey. . If Nt i Wud Have GoNe inTo DEPression . . When To meet The DOctOr (so called The LunG spEcialiSt) & it was A waste Of TiMe sey i dun Understand Y Kk is Doing This u Knoe . . It's A waste of Time & My Money! ! i meet the doctor 4 abt 10 min then i have to fork out 25 bucks for Information that I already Knoe Thanks Ehk. . I OnLy Get AstHma Only Act up Wen I'm pregNant!!Put That In Ur thick Skull . .Nvr Mind that. . The Check up With This Doctor Was at CliNic A & it onLy Took Bout 20 Min. . The next is at C clinic I hate that Clinic So loooNg We When EarlY But ENd Up WaitinG Abt 1 1/2 hoUr BcoS The rOom 9 doCtor is Away & the TranSfer the PAtiENts To My The doCtor That I'm GoinG To meet 4My Check Up Haiz. . (THIS kINd oF ThiNgS AlwAys Happen To Me ) hehe . .HAve Bad jinx Wen it comes to PolycliNic & DocTor & hospiTal Haha. .

Baby at 38 Weeks

2009-01-31T21:41:00.002+08:00

Fetal DevelopmeNt At 38 WeekS

Can you tell if you're carrying a boy or a girl? One hint may come from the size of your baby -- boys tend to be slightly heavier than girls. Babies at week 39 weigh about 6.8 to 7 pounds/ 3 to 3.2 kilograms and continue to build the fat stores that will help regulate body temperature after birth. Your little one's organ systems are fully developed and in place, but the lungs will be last to reach maturity. (Even after your baby is born, it may take a few hours before she establishes a normal breathing pattern.) Wondering what colour your baby's eyes will be? Most Caucasian babies are born with dark blue eyes and their true eye colour -- be it brown, green or blue -- may not reveal itself for weeks or months. The colour of your baby's eyes in the first minutes after birth won't last -- exposure to light changes a baby's initial eye colour. Most African and Asian babies usually have dark grey or brown eyes at birth -- their dark eyes becoming a true brown or black after the first six months or year. Multiracial children often turn out to have the most beautiful coloured eyes.

Hello Fizah

38 weeks pregnant

Your due date is right around the corner and your baby's just waiting for the right time to be born. She's continuing to build a layer of fat, which will help her to control her body's temperature after birth and will put on more weight (boys tend to be slightly heavier than girls). Take it easy during the final week or so — this may be your last opportunity to relax. Instead of spending every available minute decorating the nursery or folding baby clothes, go out and see a film, read a book or take long naps. Don't forget to spend some quality time with your partner too — it will probably be your last chance to have an evening out together for a while.

My Name Hidden Meaning.

2009-01-30T02:54:00.005+08:00

FIZAH

You Are Empathetic and Caring

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

What Do u GuyS ThiNk. . I ThiNk It's SomeWhat True ley. . Hehe. .
Let's C what It say BoUt hubbY's Name.

SHAHHIRAN

You Are Seductive and Ruthless

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

DaddY SeduCtiVE woooo!!! hehehe. . That's True. . It's Says Most People Can't handle Him. .U c That's the reaSon he's Married to Me. . Only me can handle him hahaha. . (You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do) THis is sooo True haha. . Lucky there's me to help the weak hehe. .

Baby When Do u Want to PoP OuT? ?

2009-01-28T13:38:00.003+08:00

I've Been LosinG Sleep LateLy. . I jUst Can Sleep at NiGht. . My body Will Start itching too. . There's been Sign of LabOur Bt all Are false Alarm. . I'M feelinG reallY UncoMfortable . . I want To Give Birth!! & c My Baby. .

This two DAys Was CNY. . As U Knoe We are BroKe!! Fuck. . SO didn't Go Out!! The Food That we eat also Pathetic. . Lucky i KnoE how To whip up Food out Of basic thingS at Home Or else we Wud be starving!! So The stupid Cheque will Only b Cleared TommoRow!!. . HAiz. . Hubby & me Got Plans Tmrw. . We Have Planned to Go To the Biggest Mothercare outLet @ HarbOurFroNt centRe!! I'm really lookiNg Forward to It bt my parents ade je laa. . Tak kasih Org Senang. . Tmrw they want my Hubby To Go help em'. . Shift to New Store. . Sometimes it's really frustatiNg Sey. .Haiz. . Nvm Laa . . Coz Hubby still Have leave till NeXt Wed. . Btw today also They ask Hubby To help Bt nvr Do Much laa. . Long story. . Sajer Tak kasi Org Duk senaNg.

Been Down On luck Lately

2009-01-24T20:39:00.004+08:00

THIS POST IS IN RED BCOS I'M TOTALLY PISS!!

As U all Know my due dAte Is cOming. . In Fact i cAn give Birth AnytiMe Now. . SometHinG Bad Happen So ironically. . Hubby SuppoSed To get An Advance Pay on 23rd Jan. . Bt We check N he did Nt receive A single cent!! so i tried asking a cousiN Of Mine For Loan Bt He's short oF Cash. . It's Ok i Thought . . Since on th 5th that will b in 2 weeks time hubby will get his pay. . Then wen he came home from werk he toLd Me He gOt A chEque of $675!!Btw cheque Ok!! MON N TUE iS cny!! PH!! Takder duit tau . . K back to the $675 At first i thought It was his Bonus I was Happy laa. . Coz thaT's alot!! blum dpt duit gaji. . coz he's been doing alot of OT . .
Then Came the news that SAKITKAN HATI AKU. . Break my freaking heart !! We have to liv on $675 for the next 1 mth. .N Baby's CominG Sak!!! Y? ?Of LL THE TIME THEY CHOOSE NOW 4 THINGS LIKE THIS TO HAPPEN!!

Hubby actual Pay was $1800 guys!! After DeduCtiOn of cpf Shub Be Arnd $1600. . That's Enugh 4 Us sey. . Bt This FuckiNg COmpany Juz Have To Make Our Life Difficult. . They Deduct $370 for Unpaid Leave(that is nt taken by hubby bt bcos they are closing for 8 days for CNY) thanks ehk. . Then They Deduct another $500 (k this is 1/2 hubby's fault bt u dun have to cut all what!! u can cut half . . Takde hati perut. . Ci*a biaselaa)for his accident. . N cpf sumOre!! we are left with $675. . I cried !! bcos i can bear it anymore ah. . Hubby work so hrd sumtimes midnight aru alek . .tHIS is Wat he get After HelpIng them!! BastarD siA!! Everythings Really nt going my Way sey this Few DAys!! I dun Knoe Y? ? Ya aLlaH Tlg lah aku. .

If this didn't happen I wud be able to pay All my debts b4 Baby born U knoe!! damn !! Arghhhhh so Frustating. . Bt know i relax already laa. . I have accepted the reAlity. . It's Ok. .1 Day they will get their RetributiOn. .

Baby at 37 Weeks

2009-01-24T20:32:00.005+08:00

Fetal Development - 37 Weeks

Your baby weighs close to 6.5 pounds/ 2.8 kilograms and may be about 20 inches/ 50 centimetres long from head to toe. Your baby's head is now cradled in your pelvic cavity -- surrounded and protected by your pelvic bones. This position clears some much-needed space for her growing legs and buttocks. Many babies now have a full head of hair, with locks maybe around one inch/ 2.5 centimetres long. But don't be surprised if her hair isn't the same colour as yours. Dark-haired couples are sometimes taken aback when their children are born with bright red or blond hair, and fair-haired couples likewise can produce babies with dark hair. And then, of course, some babies don't have any hair at all.

For Me. .

37 weeks pregnant Only two weeks or so to go! This week, your baby is busy shedding his downy coating of fine hair (called lanugo) and his coat of vernix caseosa — the cheesy substance that protects his developing skin. Your baby swallows both of these secretions, which stay in the bowels until birth. Then your baby will excrete a blackish waste called meconium that becomes his first bowel movement. Meanwhile, you may be feeling huge — and increasingly impatient. But try to get as much rest as possible — even if sleep is difficult, you'll appreciate it after the birth.

Baby at 36 weeks

2009-01-21T15:05:00.014+08:00

FETAL DEVELOPMENT

36 weeks Pregnant

(basically this is how the inside of my tummy looks like hehe)

Your baby is still gaining weight -- about an ounce/ 28 grams a day. She weighs nearly 6 pounds/ 2.7 kilograms and is 19 inches/ 45 centimetres long from head to toe. You may begin to feel an increased pressure in your lower abdomen and notice that your baby is gradually dropping. This is called lightening or engagement, and your lungs and stomach will finally get a chance to stretch out a little -- breathing and eating should become easier. However, walking may become increasingly uncomfortable -- some women say it feels as if the baby is going to fall out. Also, you may still feel as if you need to go to the loo all the time. Stock up on those last minute nutrients with our eating well guide.

The good news is that by the end of this week, your pregnancy will be full-term and you could give birth any day now. (Babies between 37 and 42 weeks are considered full-term -- a baby born before 37 weeks is premature and after 42 is post-term.) At your weekly visit, your doctor or midwife may check to see if you've started dilating (when the cervix opens) and effacing (when the cervix thins). The midwife will also check what position the baby is in, in order to estimate how far the baby has dropped into the pelvis. This information will be entered into your maternity notes so that your midwife in will know the position of the baby when you go into labour.
• Note: Experts say every baby develops differently -- even in utero. These fetal development pages are designed to give a general idea of how a fetus grows in the womb.

My Comment: Hmmm. . It says here baby is at 2.7 kilogram. .Bt wen i wen for my check up the scan says that i'm in my 35.9weeks n baby est weight is 2.8kg. .Aiyoh soo scary!! 1 month b4 i go check up on 15 dec doc says est weight is 1.8 kg . . n a mth later he put on 1 kg. . Wah liao n i have 1 mth 2 go b4 my due date. . if he put on 1 more kg. .Mati sey aku haha. . I really wants a normal delivery. . No caesarean for me. . Pls. . .(my comment will be in red ok) (the purple one's will be from Baby centre)

i Can't my recent pic!! So i'll use this
This is abt 34 weeks laa. . Quite near hehe
As u Can See I'm Bloated. . FAt!! 80kg(as off 16/01/09)
Hw am i going to shed those weight OfF. .

How your baby's growing
Congratulations! By the end of this week, your pregnancy will have come full term - meaning your baby can be born any day now. (Babies born before 37 weeks are premature or pre-term, and those born after 42 weeks are post-mature or post-term.) All babies are different but a typical 37 week old weighs 2.86kg/6.30lb. (u see my baby already 2.8kg at 35 weeks)

How your life's changing

You may begin to feel increased pressure in your lower abdomen and notice that your baby is gradually dropping. (yes that's very true) This is called lightening or engagement and your lungs and stomach will finally get a chance to stretch a bit, so breathing and eating become easier. However, walking may become increasingly uncomfortable - some women even say it feels as if the baby is going to fall out. (Don't worry, it can't happen.) You may feel as if you need to go for a wee all the time however. Practising your pelvic floor exercises can help.

Be prepared
Could this be the real thing? Learn to distinguish the true signs of labour. If your partner's hard to get hold of, buy or borrow a mobile phone or pager. Make sure your car always has enough petrol to get you to hospital and that you know the best route and where to park. Have a friend on standby to drive you to hospital if he's likely to be delayed. It's also a good idea to review the stages of childbirth with your partner so you'll both be up to speed on the big day. Finally, have your hair cut now so you look your best in the photos. (Btw I had a haircut n trust me it's makes me look worst then ever haha)

Toddler Developments. .

My 2nd Child

(Muhammad Shah Rifaie)

Juz Wake Up . .

Ayie is Turning 22 months old Come this 28 Jan 09. .

How your toddler's growing
By now your child will begin to set goals for himself. He'll have particular ideas about what he wants to do, like pushing his toy car down the path or fitting all the pieces of a puzzle together. He'll also care about the results - you'll see he's pleased when he's successful and frustrated when he's not. It's all part of his burgeoning independence. (True. .True . .Haha. .Muka Binget lau tak accomplish. .)

Your life: dealing with fickle toddlers

Does your child want to hug you one minute and push you away the next? Don't take hir vacillating needs for closeness and self-assertion personally. They're all part of growing up. As his world view broadens, your toddler will take more of an interest in playing with other children. He might imitate how an older sibling plays soccer or follow after other kids as they play tag. ( Yes. . Follow his two bad example uncles)

Birthday wishes
It's not long now until that birthday ... try working out what toys, equipment, and clothing you'll need for a two year old so you can let your friends and relatives know. If you're planning a party, involve your toddler in choosing who to invite and ask what sort of cake he would like, then she'll know what to expect on the day. It's best to keep the event fairly low key at this age, as two year olds are easily overwhelmed by too much excitement and hoards of guests.(I'll keep that in mind)

My 1st Child

(Noor Alya Hanani)

Alya is 34 month as off 2 Jan 2009. .

How your toddler's growing
As children get older, they take more interest in socialising. Your child is probably beginning to think of her playmates as friends, and she's learning that small kindnesses - like sharing and giving -are part of friendship. Imaginative play also takes off. Many children, especially those without siblings, create imaginary playmates between two and a half and three years of age. They can provide solace and take responsibility for the things your child wishes she hadn't done. But most lose interest in their imaginary friends by the age of six.

(Socialising ok. .Bt sorry My daughter nt interested with imaginary frens dier ingat anak aku giler pe haha)

Your life: a little helper

Everyone talks about the twos being terrible, but they fail to see how much two year olds love helping around the house! They want to be part of the world around them and they love and admire you. Your little one may want to help you set the table, fold the laundry or pick up toys - and now is your chance to get some eager help while encouraging good habits. Don't forget to reward her with big appreciative hugs and kisses. (EH who says i only talk bout them being terrible , i never fail to see her trying to help OK!! pandai2 jer)

Will our toddler feel displaced by our new baby?

First-born children usually feel a whole raft of different emotions when a younger sibling is born. Excitement, anxiety, love, hate, pride and jealousy to name just a few. The trick, as a parent, is to allow your child to express all of these, good and bad, at least in words. Without this outlet your toddler's perfectly understandable negative emotions are much more likely to lead to physical outbursts -- hitting, pinching or pushing -- or feelings of displacement. Before the baby is born, give your toddler permission to feel cross or jealous by telling her that a lot of toddlers feel this way. Once the baby is born tell your toddler often that your love for her has not changed. She is still as special and lovely as she ever was. When she yells that she wants the baby to go back, acknowledge that she wishes he would disappear sometimes or that she could have more time with you and that this is hard for her. Ask friends and relatives to be sensitive to your toddler's needs and to spend some time talking to her rather than with and about the baby when they call. If your toddler does hit the baby you will need to be clear that this is unacceptable. You could say, 'No hitting allowed'. But remember to give your toddler another way to express herself, perhaps by saying, 'Show me how you feel with this cushion/doll/play-dough' and then watch while she shows you. Let your toddler decide when the baby gets attention at least some of the time. You may say, 'Let's play this game together and you let me know when you think the baby needs a feed'. No toddler, given this responsibility, will allow a younger sibling to cry for long and her pleasure that you trusted her will bring in its wake more loving feelings towards her sibling.

Btw frens i knoe what all of u are thinking rite now. . Probably u all think that FIZAh IS GOING CRAZY WITH BOREDOM to go and do all this :) . . Well u guys are rite. . Bt at least i doing research on my children haha. . While i still have time now i shud use it. . I'll be very busy after Giving birth to even think of blog hahaha. . k laa that's all nk CLEAN MY ROOM. . toodles

Star Furniture 28th Anniversary(Retro NitE)

2009-01-21T14:14:00.004+08:00

DaddY Receive the invitation Card for His CompAny 28th Anniversary. . N the theme foR that niTe is RETRO sey!! what am i goIng 2 wear. . More Worst ,What HubbY GoInG To WeaR hahaha!! Well my due date is coming so both of us very woorried laa We can't make it to This Party!!(must Pay $60/person ley if Nvr Come kemut pe company haha) Hopefully i gv birth Later Than 5th Or Within this few days laa hehe Btw Back to what we going to wear FRIENDS IF U GUYS HAVE SUGGESTIONS. . Help me here. . !!

UpDate On HdB ApPOinTmeNt

2009-01-20T15:20:00.003+08:00

Btw Forget laa want to Update AbouT The appt with HDB. .ANiwAy It was Frustating laa kan. .
U Knoe How Much Loan They Can Gv US? Depending on HubbY's Pay OnlY? (Bcos UnfoRtunAtelY His Wife ism BelOw 21! Alaa lagi 5 mth Jer sey) they Are williNg to Loan us 70k. . What the? ? Want to bUy whaT House sia. . ? The house we intend to Buy Cost 131k. .Where in the hell we going to find the other 61k!! Just our Luck . .So the Only solution is Wait TiLl i'm 21 Then apply Loan With HubbY. . 2 Pun provided i'Ve Work FOr 3 MoNths. . 2 laa kan Degil Tak nak Dgr ckp Mak Bpk. . Keje Main2 . . Cpf pun Tak seberapa haha. . Dah mmG nasib laa Kan. . So we Have to take 1 step at a time . .Hopefully there's a reply on Our rental application ASAP. . At least then we have a place to stay for 2 years. . By then Life woulb be soo much easier. .It's Not That I dun Have a Place to Stay Now Bt my PArents aRe Downgrading laa due 2 somE *private* problems. . .Haiz. .

Btw Yesterday had a good heart to heart talk. . Malam 2 Ok Laa ckit ader chAnges hehe. . It's aLways Like That. . (that is one of the reason i love him,sumtimes u love sumone bcos of the imperfection) hehe. . U see laa later he will forget then repeat it again. . hehe I Knoe his weakness. . He cannot c me cry hahaha. . Lagik2 if Tersedu2. . Mesti dier tak ley angkat nyer pujuk akU hehe. . SayaaaNg daddy. .

btw smlm tak dpt jumpa kwn2 ku ler. . .My twin Bro Takder org jage. . Nak bwk they have homework n aku nak kena ajar. . Stress Sey ajar dorg . . BOLEH nangis man. . Haiz. . Do i have to do everything around here. . Sia2 jer Adik bradik aku blajar tinggi2. . tlg ajar adik dier pun susah. . They are all bz with with Their life n w/o knowing they are messing up my life!! I have my own Children Ok. . Nasib laa latiff halim is my Jantung hati. . My life. .haiz. . k laa dah bored sangat nak layan anak2 pulak. . Today purposely did nt send them to skol coz I MISS THEM SOO MUCH. .

I Dun Know whAt To Say AniMore

2009-01-19T17:42:00.006+08:00

Ok i reaLly Can'T Hold this AnimOre!!. . So here Goes NothIng. .

Today Me & hubby Ader appT Tau Kat Hdb SO Dier Tak Werk Laa kaN. .Semua Ok Tau In the first Place. . Haiz. . Only i dun feel the shah i knoe animOre sey!! i dun Know Y laa. . I hATe It Biler Dier Tgk Pmp Tau. . I dun Knoe laa Dier tgk Ke tak. . Bt Usually wat I feel Is alWays rite. . Maybe i'm being over Protective laa kan sal tgh Mengandung bt cannot be most of the time per. .Actually dier dh stop tau tgk2 CHicks Tapi maybe Now he's working sPend more time Alone nT with me. . Dah naik sEdap sey. . I dun Knoe laa. . My Mum dulu ckp wat's good BoUt shah is dier Nyer mata Tak tgk2 Pmp or apelaa. .Bt so sorry I dun ThinK so. .

That is 1 stOry. .Nie lagik SAtu. . Juz Now the appt was at 9 am k. . So kiter pagi kul 7 dah bangun . . NganTuk!! so Tadik We go Makan Dulu. . Beh Dier Carik Pasal Ngan Aku Dalam Bus. . Mcm Nak Jalan Jer BaliK!! (Tapi dier Pujuk Laa Bt that's Nt wat i want!!) Geram sak aku. . K laa dh g2 takpe. . We reach Home dah plAn Nak Tido Dulu. . Arnd 1pm pai umah aku Ngantuk terus FlAt after he tlg me Urut2. .AKU DAH TIDO DIER G MAIN GAME KAT HALL. . PAi kul 3 plus that's wen i woke up laa. . Wen i Wake up die Lak g tdo!! Aper sak dekne. . I already wake him up at 5 Bt to no avail maseh tdo lagik. . kejap lagik My children cuMing Home. . Dah Tak ley Spend time. . Haiz Sumtimes aku rase He dun care already Tau. . Actually i dun gv a damn already. . Mcm Nak Lepas TanGan Sey. . BINGET!!. . I dun deny That I Knoe He loVes me . . Shower me With LOve semua Bt KadanG kan Mcm Nak cekik2 sey. . I Have Told Him Abt this alot of times tau tapi Tetap samer. . Slalu Ckp i'll change 4 u u need to gv me time. . HEllo!! Dah Braper tahun kiter samer2 . . How Much More time U need? Frm 2005 to 2009 Maseh Tak Cukup Ke. .SUMTIMES I DUN KNOE WAT'S GOING THRU HIS MIND!! Nw 6pm maseh tido 6 30pm amek bdk2. . Mcm Nk Pekik Sey Kat telinGa dier . .

GamBar Dier TDO!! Cumer ayie nt beside him riTe Now. .

ScolDinG By Doctor Day!

2009-01-17T19:35:00.004+08:00

YesterDay 16th JaNuaRy . .When For AnTenatal Check Up. . There'll Be another Check Up Or the doctOr Call MO in 1 to 2 weeks. . I gt Scolded AgaiN 4 SkiPpinG Tha AstHma Appt wiTh Dr JacKie tan haha. . He's a Lung Specialist!! Confirm Mahal Nak BuanG duit buat per. . Hehe So they reschedule it for me. .No ChoiCe terpaksa Pegi. . Haiz leceh. . So smlm Kwn Kesayanganku Liza Teman. . ActUally Nk G pagi . . Hehe Dua2 Bgn LamBat haha. . So we were The last peopLe in The cliNic haha. . So Balik Naik bus 960 dari bugis!! suey Punyalaa Pack. . Fed Up!! Then nyoNya2 FuC$ing IrriTatiNg, Inconsiderate People. . Arhhh Bingit hehe. . DaH tgh lapar2. . LucKy i was pregnAnt N Got A seat CarryiNg Akif luckY he was asleep hehe. .

So we Reach WoodlanDs Arnd 8 plus . . We Board the buS at 7 . . Waste time. . We Eat at KFC then meet up With shiken, nurul. . . tAK eXPECT c NURUL nIE g Ajak Diq,izzat n dorg pe gang TuRun. . Aku BluM Mintak Izin ShahYang Ku hehe. . Wen I toLd Him i'm meetiNg them Suara dier SOUR sey. . APelaa u Nie Bushuk hehe . . JEALOUS. . I SyG dorg Bagai Kwn. . Tapi i SAYANG U bagai suami ader nafsu hehehe. . Well I was happy Laa dpt meet Dorg Lamer seyt Tak Buat CatchIng up. . they all still the same ah. . hehe tak habis2 buat lawak. . hehe . . RIndu sey time seKolaa. . hehe. . Life hs to move on . . I had a great time Yesterday. . & ekin Gave us a Surprise Of the day. . heheHe. . CoNGraTs Babe !! i'Ll be There With FamiLy ok. .

When Boredom Really Strikes Hard!!

2009-01-15T16:28:00.004+08:00

Well. . At last i got the template i wanted!! Actually my dear cousin help me to do it oVer the weekend laa. . Bt he didn't have the time to finish up my template soo bad(kena Book In hehe ecian sat aru dpt kuar-rubbing it in hehe) Bt it's ok i nt angry with u ok haha. . I shud actually thank u. . Coz At last I Master Editting the template!! i even manage to upload a pHoto In soo proud of myself. . hahaha (Sialah Perasan semua org dah tau ok hehe). . Eh tapi ok per For beginner. .

Actually i was freaking ,fu#$ing Bored at home so i have a lot of time. . I tried laa doing my BloG up. . N it was a sucCess . . Very happy with it. . Only the Music column part . . lazy already!! dun care hehe. . N while i was editing the template i did sumting stupid!! haha i accidentally press backspace n it went out of the editting website n i haven't save it!! (bdhkan) but ok laa i gt alot of tim epe so i do it all over again haha. . i Think i'm gona Stick to this template for quite sumtime! !

Right now i surfing the net for oppoturnities to Further my studies . . actually found a few choices bt need to seek hubby's approval (I knoe he will surely support me bt still tanya laa dulu kan hehe) so skrg aku tgh boring giler sak!! biler sey Nak bersalin! Hopefully Nt like AYIE boy laa oVerduE. . hehe. .

Btw i applied for a resale flat thru HDB. .The flats on offer are at yishun, woodlands,bedok ,jrg and so on laa. . I wanted woodland bt the house JIA LAT!! hehe . .so we are hoping for yishun c how laa. . .We already try applying for hdb loan . .this monday going for the appt . . PLEASE FRIENDS pray for us . . Hopefully the loan will meet our budget . . Takder how to get A flat sey. . DUn want to turn to the banks. . Interest nk cekik darah manusia sey. .
hehe. . will update more toodles. .

BoriNg laa SeY. .

2009-01-07T12:43:00.035+08:00

I ThOugHt it Wud Be Nice if my TwiN BRO & ChiLdren Are GoinG to School. .So thAt i Have My Own Peaceful Time. . CRAP sia. . Now I Know My tiMe is ActuallY For Them. . W/o Them i dun Have Anything to do haha. . Masak & kemas Umah Pun Tak Take The Whole Day Sey. . C arep & Yayah ForeVer Nt At Home. . Dorg Pe Pasal Dorg Dah Besar. . n Adik Aku c Afiq Nie Pulak BZ With His FootBall Yelah KEmaruk Dapat Masuk NatioNal haha. . So I'M Left Alone At home. . Nak terBeranak Pun Takder org Tau Hahahaha. . .

So now my Daily Routine life will be In the MorniNg AlYA N Ayie Will be Going to ChilDcare. . So arnd 8am Dah tak Kat Umah. . So i'll b sleeping Like A piG!! Nt bcos i want To. . Bt i dun have anything to do hehe. . Then I'll wake up arnd 10 am to 11 am. . Clean the house Then Cook . . GEt the twins Ready FoR skOl N then. . I dun have anything to do. . I shud'nt have left my Job sey!!! bdh sey. . What the hell was i thinking. . Nak KeluAr pun Dah tak Larat. . MY Tummy daa Kat Bwh2. . N this Darling of mine in the TUMMY tak Leh Duk Diam. . Mcm Ader Hurricane g2 Dalam Perut hehe. . I alMost Due. . So it's Expected laa baby pushing his Way Down. . . ThinkiNg The PaiN Of GiviNg Birth Give me the Jitters. . Bt it'a all Wort the Pain laaa. . Hopefully i Give birth after the 5th Feb ah. . Coz Hubby CompAny D & D is On That Day N i really Want to Go. . hehe. . KAn best. .

Here Are Few PhoTos. . Of My FamiLy!!

ChiLDreN AfTer ScHool PlayGroUnD Time.

*SmiLeY* Ayie !! What The? ?Hehe

My DeAr MoNkeY hehe. .

MEet & GreeT SessiOn @ DownTownEasT!!. . . CuTe Tak kiter. . ^

The PregNant fatty Me. . N Ayie Kepo head. .

A New Year. .

2008-12-31T20:04:00.005+08:00

New year Is Juz A few Hours ahead. . Been ThiNkiNg Of how I have SpeNd My Year. . 2008. . Did i Spend my life wisely or have i juz wasted Another Year. . Wel li think I did some Good Changes in year . .FOr ExamPle BuilDing A bettER relAtiOnship With My ParenTs. . DoinG thiNgs To RePay TheiR KinDness. . Not much laa. .So i am really looking Forward to 2009 to do better in life. . I woN't Succumb To fate i will work hArd. . For the sake Of my Family my children. . I want to HAve a goal in life. . Live life to the fullesty . .so That i will Have no regrets. . i hAVE been relaxing n Doing Nothing For too Long. .I need to Change . . I need to do SometHiNg. .I need to help my hubby!! he's The 1 who have always been Giving me Support. . Giving Me strength to go on . . He's been my pillar! He's always giving in to my nonsense. . now i want to be doing it for him too. . For Our LOVE!! Our Marriage. . AWWWwww. . i lOvE hIM sOO mUcH!!! HE's THe Best . . iF I lOSE hIM. .i WILL neVER geT sUMoNE lIKE HIM. . i MUST tREASURE HIm!!!

MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION IS :

1) FurTHer MY StuDies!! (Get That Diploma In Biz Administration)or O'level wud b Gd for a start depend on my(family) financial Abilities
2) Get My Own Flat (Dun WanT To b PuTtiNg MY PareNts Up anymore time For Me to B IndepenDent lead My Own Life)
3) Get My Class 3 License that have been Pending For sometime.
4) And Last But Not Least After giving BiRth GET A JOB LAA FOR GOODNESS SAKE. .haha ( Never Been Able to Secure a JoB,have to work on that)

We will see if i get to fufill this end of next year!!

Back again. .

2008-12-25T01:19:00.005+08:00

Hey!! Internet dah reconnect. . So i'M Back. .F#4K sey. . Punyalaa susah nak faham Buat2
TemPlate nie. . Hehe maybe Aku Yang SelenGe laa. . So I fiNally manage to
Edit the temPlate. . Cantik tak. . Hehe. . Bolehlaa. . Btwe hubby maka Dah Bonyo jer
Tak layan dier then Ajek Kat Comp hehe. . Braper Hari Nie dAddy SakiT
cecian. . Actually Jangkit satu family. . From Ayie Boy to me to DaddY .
. Now Alya PuLak. .Today Christmas . . Public Holiday!! Hehe. .
Dy2 2 Days Mc. . Campur today Dah 3 HAri tak werk hehe. . Suker. .
Ader teman at home. Enugh Bout Tat. . Now 'm 33 weeks PregNant UnGu MAse Nak Beranak Jer. . Btw Have i told U it's A Boy Again. . Damn He's Active. . Not like My othet two Pregnancy . . His Kick Can Wake Me Up From Slp hehe. . Terkejut2 Mummy . .

The whole day we actually KAraoke the whole day. . My Mum sanggup BoughT a New Dvd plAyer For Karaoke hehe. . We Bought a few new dvd with Lagu2 Indonesia. . Best laa sey. . K laa going out ah. . Free2 tulis lagik. . ok bye2. .

My LapToP CrasH On Me!!

2008-09-19T12:30:00.002+08:00

Haiz. . Baru Nak Start TulIs Blog Konon. . Laptop bleh osak pulak kan. .so nOw I'M aT CIVIC cENTrE lIBrARY. . pASAL bORED lAA. . Kuar NgaN Anak AKu C Ayie. .SemuA Fren Dah WErk. . Kawan Aku YanG On Maternity leave UnGu Makcik Urut. . So Sad. . .So i'm left Alone. . Hubby Pon Dah Start Werk . .Thank god today Friday. . Well a few tHingS happen this few daYs. . G Buat Kuih with frens. . AKu Buat Kueh semprit. . Biaselaa time buat tak lePas ngan BismillAh Takut tAk Jadik wel l . . For Me it turn out well . . Coz My Mum saiD so(nobody Knows better than a mother rite?). . Hubby Thinks soo too. . n My brother sisiter think soo too hehe. . The only mistake i did was. . My Mum Said KAsi tipis ckit . . aku Pulak ingat kasi tebal. . So the first batch Turn out well. . The second 1 a bit hard laa. . tapi 2 hari Habis jugak tak SempAt Buat Raya haha. . hmmm. . Other Things Alson haPpen . . .For Example Mulut aku kena gigit nGan Binatang Aper Tak. . irritatinG seh. . Dahlah Gatal. . Bengkak PulAk nasib Tak Rabak. . Hehe. . Ishk bAru 12 41. . i Thought dah Ptg kul 2 ke. . BORED LAa. . K laa tat's it 42 now. .

He KEpt His ProMise. .

2008-09-08T12:56:00.002+08:00

WeLl Yesterday We wenT to The CouRts MEgastOre. . Well Okay Laa. . I thought it was Very bIg But not so mUch laaa. . onLy like 3 Shop Put ToGether. .ActuaLLY mY pLAN wAS TO gO gEYlANG tO wInDOW shOp fIRST N TO kNOW The Price. . TheN hUbby CaKAp G WeekDays Sal Tak RaMAi OrG N LAgiPun Smlm Bdk2 Ader JAdik Leceh laa Nk CAri Aju KaN. . So Hopefully This Week We go lAa. . Dah Confirm Colour, Semua. .Aru ajak Bdk2. . Hmmm. . smlm BuKa Kat umah Paman. . tau. . bEH dIER tAK maSAK nASI . .CUMER 1 PERIUK JER ADER. . AkU Dah LapAr2 Nasi SiKit Jer DaPat Sal i reach LAte!! bingit Sueh Seh. .. .My Mum MAsak sedappp. . Beh Smlm Lepas g Megastore. . We Went HomE thEn my EmoTioNs Kick In. . BiAselaa MengAndunG KAn. Hubby JadiK Sasaran. . NasiB Dier BoLeh SaBAr Ngan Aku. . Kalau diEr Shah DuLu dah Angkat kaki seh hehe. . The Best Part KAn Smlm Lapeas GaduH We HAd The Bext S#$. . Hahaha. . Dah Lamer Seh . . Muakaka. . SamPai SaHuR pun Tak BangUn. . So Now I'm WatChinG The New HinDustAn my Mum Just BouGht CAlled "BHOOTNATH". . STarriNg SRK,Juhi ChAwla n Amitabh BAchan. . It's a Mixture OF Scary n Comedy MOvie. . That's It laa. . Nk G Watch Hindustan. .

i'm Just Tired. .

2008-09-06T20:07:00.004+08:00

Evreyday it's the same thing. . Washing the plate (Kalau ckit Takpe),Kemas daPur ,haiz Aku yang mengandung n puAsa agik kuat dari dorg.. . My broThers tak bOleh DiharaP LanGsung Yang Pmp 2 Pn Entalaa. . My ParenTS pulak aLwAYs Bz WerKing So i've been Cooking this Few Days. . Some Of DiShes I never Cook B4 my mum just tell me How n aku pon pandai2 agak jer laa haha !!. . So i was Afraid it don't Turn Out rite. . Bt I'm WroNg I haVe My MotHer's Gift hehe. . MenJadik Jugak. . Some Help From Allah Also. . I keep saying Bismillah wen Cooking. I hate it wen it's nt nice. . Lagik2 ngah puasa gni hehe. . TAk sedaap Makan Binget jer. . hmmm. TodaY hubby OT lum Alek2 agik. . Buka pon Tkda Selera maKan Kecian Shah . . Minum Air jer 4 Buka. . HAiz. . Windu dier ah. . Cepat Laa dy2 ALek. . Btw Daddy Promise ok Nk g Jalan2. . JaNgan Bueh Ok. . Nk g CourTs MeGAstore Yeh2. . Then Nk aJak Dier g Geylang tengok Harga2 BAju. . Then T 2 weeks b4 Raya aru Beli . . Boleh Kurang Lebih ckit hehe.. .

Still getting the blog rite haha. .B4 i Go public. .haha

2008-09-05T13:12:00.005+08:00

Well. . i had a hard time doing up this blog haha. . i took the whole day to do it yesterday. . tak jadik jugak haha. . haiz. . AKu part benda2 gni memang nge nge ckit. . But thankfully i got some help from my dearest best friends LIZA thank u soo much. . So hopefully today i will get it rite laa. . Btw yesterday i got this most IRRITATING news . .My hubby told me that This (government branch) i won't say the name. . Actually wen over to my daughter childcare . They actually wanted to help my son AYie get into the childcare. . That would be good. . But the way thy put it (to the principal) is as if we are ABUSING my cutie son. . Wat the F#$k SAK. . Well the school Knows my family well and actually put good word for us!!!thank god. . If ever laa i abuse my kids would i have gone to the hospital !!(Maner ader maling mahu ngaku sih) hehe. . .Crap kan. N i actually Cooperate with them n this is what i get!!!Next time aku nampak 2 anjing aku make sure buat sial nya ngan dier biar dier tau. . U messing with the wrong Mother. . Btw how all this thing happen in the firs place is becos of his head injury. . Aderlaa adik aku yang bengap dukung terlepas kepale ayie benjol sak besar!! ader fracture kena hospitalised. . (fyi this is call injury) then th 2nd was his hand. . Nie adik aku yg pmp pulak. . Stress aku. . keje pon tak senang. . haiz. . then came the last blow which me myself not aware there's a fracture on his ribcage i was so scared wen the doctor told me i wanted to cry!!! shud call Ayie fracture boy. . C ayie nie dahlaaa Active semcm selalu lari mesti langgar tembok . . haha. . skrg ader due benjol kat pale dier . . Mcm hellboy nyer tanduk. .(hubby gave that name to him) hehe. . Haiz. . Hopefully now i'm at home no more of this injury happen. . bcos HIS MOTHER IS taking care of him u stupid gondol (M$#S). .

This is the time he's admitted @ kkh. :(

First Time here. .

2008-09-04T15:16:00.000+08:00

This may be my first time blogging since secondary i think. .Alot have happen since. . Never interested in blogging. .or maybe i dun know how to do it hahaha. . U may be asking why i'm blogging now?. . Good question. . Well i'm FREAKING bored at home. . . As hubby already got a job,he receive that faithful call on the 1st day of ramadhan. .Alhamdulilah. . Rezeki di bulan bak nie. . Which i'm relieve cos we really need the MONEY FOR SYAWAL!! I'm left at home with my irritating brothers. . Haiz. . Wat to do. . Shah don't allow me to work as it require me to carry heavy things. . risau sangat. . hehe. . (Relax laa sayang i tau jage diri). So know i want to use my time to blog as ramadhan is here so i can't spend time on the internet till it's break fast time. . btw i'm actually fasting for the last 4 days. . anyway it's a good start coz i dun remember wen i have ever fast that long. . so proud of myself haha. . but i think is worrying me. .My Tummy becoming smaller laa. . Risau Makcik. .